ISSUES

[KAYLA HOWELL]

So...

My boyfriend's ex girlfriend is a psychotic stalker bitch. Ever since they stopped being friends, she has been borderline stalker. She has called him so many times and he's changed his number TWICE and changed his password to emails and facebook MULTIPLE TIMES and she always seemed to figure them back out.

He talked about getting a restraining order on her multiple times.

And for some reason, he has forgiven her and they are friends again. And I have a big problem with that because I don't trust her around him and I don't feel like going through all of the BS she's given us before and I have a bad feeling it's going to happen again. So I'm just really...angry and hurt right now. I'm not sure if it's affecting my muse or not but it might...And I really needed to talk about this so yeah My life has felt like...Like it gets worse every single day lol. And it's felt that way for...MONTHS lol. And it's just making things hard right now...And I need RPing to distract me from that but at the same time, I'm not sure if I'll be able to with everything going on...So yeah lol. Some days I might have great muse and other days it might be bad...Just depending on if I'm angry at the situation at the time or depressed again. So I'm sorry if I get bad with posting or whatever but yeah. That's just like one out of a million things of what's going on in my life right now lol

[KEVIN CROOKS]

Feel better hun <3 We all love you, you come before posting. Don't worry about it

[KAYLA HOWELL]

You know me I always worry about it. Sometimes I swear it's the only thing that keeps me sane, even if it is hard lol

[AUGUSTUS 'GUS' VULCAN]

not gonna lie, I think it's the water.. =in joking reference to how many of us are being struck with issues-

I hope things get better. I know how muse fluctuation sucks. :/

[KAYLA HOWELL]

lol for real.

and thanks I can post with no muse...It's difficult but I think it would drive me more crazy not to post lol. I guess I just need to get away from my real life and I don't care if I have to push it or not lol. Everyone tells me to not push myself, but it's kinda like my therapy, I guess, lol. But yeah. I'll do what I can, just excuse any really bad posts or if I forget to do something or take too long doing something lol. But I'll do the best I can because honestly I need it

[LOLA XAVIER]

wow babe i dont blame you for being pissed I would be too. Like shes phsycho what the hell is he thinking. ahhh im angry for you lol
Iz here to talk if you ever need to babby doll as well I am sure all of us here at LH would talk if you needed to. We all love you babe and are here for you so either thread away or take your time