Post by AUGUSTUS 'GUS' VULCAN on Jun 28, 2011 0:49:26 GMT -5
I'm kind of beyond exhausted at the moment, I've been basically running for two weeks straight and all it's gotten me is no where now that I'm home I have t face a big issue... it's no something here. Some of me is pretty sure if I say anything, it's going to come bak to bite me... but for reasons known to few people,I'm feeling kind of worthless right now. I've been on two trips, turned eighteen, and been relieved of a responsibility and I feel like crap.
It has destroyed my muse.
I am not leaving, but it's really hard for me right now. mostly because I already grapple with clinical depression and I was not ready for what was happening.
I'm praying that the muse comes back. I hate leaving you guys hanging, but this is what's going on, y'all should know. I probably be around the c-box, but it's been hard to get into character mind set and when I do, I lose them quickly.
I'll probably force myselfto post when I can,but as of right now, I'm tired, I've been running for like fourteen days and I need to just relax.
It has destroyed my muse.
I am not leaving, but it's really hard for me right now. mostly because I already grapple with clinical depression and I was not ready for what was happening.
I'm praying that the muse comes back. I hate leaving you guys hanging, but this is what's going on, y'all should know. I probably be around the c-box, but it's been hard to get into character mind set and when I do, I lose them quickly.
I'll probably force myselfto post when I can,but as of right now, I'm tired, I've been running for like fourteen days and I need to just relax.
