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Post by CASSIE MERCER on Jun 19, 2011 21:48:04 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 300px; height: 200px; background-image: url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2v1ndpe.jpg); border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; border: 1px dashed #6E7B8B;] anti-christ ! ahhhh i see now
i'm not what you want me to be
therefore who i am now is wrong
and who i used to be was perfectly fine
maybe YOU liked that person
but i don't
i'm a deville.
i'm better than that.
and this leaves you wherever you want to be
i don't want you to go but i'm not going to make you stay |
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Post by MELANIE DAVEK on Jun 19, 2011 22:02:04 GMT -5
queenbitch is online, I never said that...
It has nothing to do with me or what I want
You're not perfect and you're never going to be, but that's okay
You're just trying so hard to be this person...you can be whatever you want..as long as it's really for, just fuck everyone else
Do you really want me around? Anymore it's hard not to believe otherwise
I just I want to be there for you, I want to be someone your actually proud of. But I can't be those things unless you help me.
It's stupid and cheesy as hell but I do love you no matter who or how you want to be
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Post by CASSIE MERCER on Jun 19, 2011 22:08:41 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 300px; height: 200px; background-image: url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2v1ndpe.jpg); border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; border: 1px dashed #6E7B8B;] anti-christ ! this IS who i want to be
the only opinion i would let bother me is my mother's
but she's fine
i don't like who i was
so i'm changing that
for me
well i don't want you gone
i wouldn't have said it in the first place if it wasn't true
i would have kicked your ass to the curb when this all started
i'm not one to put up with bs for no reason at all |
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Post by MELANIE DAVEK on Jun 19, 2011 22:21:01 GMT -5
queenbitch is online, Yeah as long as it 's what you want
I mean I don't see what was wrong with you before, but it's okay you don't have to explain yourself.
That's true, you've never exactly been known to lie in order to spare someone's feelings
Sorry if you think anything I say..or type I guess is stupid but I'm just still trying to figure this all out...to figure you out
You say you don't want me to leave and I do believe...I couldn't even if I wanted to.
But the problem is I just don't see where we stand
You and I both know I'm not patient and it's just frustrating the hell out of me x.x
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Post by CASSIE MERCER on Jun 19, 2011 22:33:17 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 300px; height: 200px; background-image: url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2v1ndpe.jpg); border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; border: 1px dashed #6E7B8B;] anti-christ ! we're married, that's where we stand
i just don't want to keep making a spectacle of myself
i don't want to fight
i don't want all i'm known for is our relationship
i don't like what love does to people
and i'm doing my best to not let it affect me
or at least not to where people can see
i don't like being affectionate and nice and all of that other normal husband stuff
i just want to be me
and worry about just me
but i don't want to lose you either
so this is where we are |
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Post by MELANIE DAVEK on Jun 19, 2011 22:37:34 GMT -5
queenbitch is online, So basically...you want nothing to do with me?
I'm just trying to understand so we're on the same page here
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Post by DANNA DEVILLE on Jun 19, 2011 23:13:06 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 300px; height: 200px; background-image: url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2v1ndpe.jpg); border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; border: 1px dashed #6E7B8B;] anti-christ ! atm not really
i mean it's not like i mind spending time with you
but i don't want to
it's just confusing
i don't sit around and think about my feelings |
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Post by MELANIE DAVEK on Jun 20, 2011 7:12:23 GMT -5
queenbitch is online, You don't want me to leave
But you don't want to be around me
Because that makes so much sense lol
You're lucky though, I wish I didn't have to think about my feelings all the time
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Post by DANNA DEVILLE on Jun 20, 2011 8:49:19 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 300px; height: 200px; background-image: url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2v1ndpe.jpg); border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; border: 1px dashed #6E7B8B;] anti-christ ! does everything have to make sense?
stop thinking about them lol |
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Post by MELANIE DAVEK on Jun 20, 2011 9:53:34 GMT -5
queenbitch is online, That's true...
Half the damn world doesn't make any sense but oh well
Trust me if i could i would
they're so overwhelming it's impossible not to x.x it sucks
So are you busy right now?
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Post by DANNA DEVILLE on Jun 20, 2011 9:56:24 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 300px; height: 200px; background-image: url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2v1ndpe.jpg); border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; border: 1px dashed #6E7B8B;] anti-christ ! just sittin here |
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Post by MELANIE DAVEK on Jun 20, 2011 9:59:55 GMT -5
queenbitch is online, Well do you want to do something?
I mean don't feel like you have to agree
Figured it'd be better than nothing
You can even decide what we do
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Post by DANNA DEVILLE on Jun 20, 2011 10:03:06 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 300px; height: 200px; background-image: url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2v1ndpe.jpg); border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; border: 1px dashed #6E7B8B;] anti-christ ! doesn't matter much to me
don't have much to do so i figured i'd have a lazy day
might put in a movie or something |
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Post by MELANIE DAVEK on Jun 20, 2011 10:08:16 GMT -5
queenbitch is online, A movie sounds good actually
As long as it's not a cartoon but I never pegged you for a fan of Disney lol
I swear though I might have to shoot myself if I have to sit through Tangled one more time x.x
Emma loves it but I'm sick of it
Lol anyway do you mind having company?
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Post by DANNA DEVILLE on Jun 20, 2011 10:12:36 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 300px; height: 200px; background-image: url(http://i56.tinypic.com/2v1ndpe.jpg); border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 40px 10px 40px 10px; border: 1px dashed #6E7B8B;] anti-christ ! the only good cartoons are things like south park i was thinking of the hangover or hall pass or something nah that's cool c'mon over |
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